An incomplete list of things I do not love.

losing loved ones. regrets. stepping in dog vomit, which is actually also dog poo, as the dog who vomited also ate the other dog's poo. burying pets in August. hard-packed clay soil (which makes burying pets in August a hellish task, but causes me pain in many other ways too). cancer of all sorts but most especially: lung cancer, leukemia, pancreatic cancer, and my brca1 mutation.